Friday, October 23, 2009

nutrition

I try to pen beautiful pieces,
Express myself through these tattered pages.
Between lines of fiction and ruses,
Truth tied only to your flawless features.
Amongst the vastness of god's creations,
You must be his prized possession.
I've been down on bended knee,
Waiting to be knighted with your feathered kiss.
On my path long have i treaded,
O so far i don't regret it.
Yes tis true i am not gifted,
Lock me up if your heart allows it.
Dreaming of saving you is foolish,
Alas, i am but only a humble peasant.





Without you, i'm won't be dead. But i wouldn't be living.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

ferris wheel

it wasn't easy.
to smile when everything was falling apart.
to cover up the truth in my heart.
to trail past you without breaking peace.
to reach the opposite side of your darkened street.
with people telling me we were never gonna be.
with dozen others at my feet.

But it was easy,
for me to be captured by your eyes again.
to know falling for you wasn't just a trend.

the wait was worth it.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

the one in the closet.

Morality.

If god existed,
would we have lived our lives any different?

If the Earth was indeed flat,
could it alter what we believed?

If the concept of distance wasn't thought of,
we wouldn't have to hide behind numbers.

If time stood still,
nothing would be important.

If love was absolute,
we would be.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

say my name

Crawl,
your first attempts.

Stagger,
it's working - keep on going.

Walk,
it's getting easier now, im one of you.

Run,
the wind, the freedom.

Walk,
the glory is fading.

Stagger,
crippled.

Crawl,
everything becomes pointless.

Die.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Drowned Eternal.

Been a while since i last posted anything. Been pretty busy and just plain lazy. I've been thinking non-stop about the past/present at best. This song sums up everything that's been happening for over half a year now. It's beautiful.

The Fray - Be The One

They're two lovers in the night
Waiting on the sun to rise
Passing ships into the night
Under different skies

But you just whisper what you said
One last time
I could have sworn I heard you say
That you are mine

Faded flowers in your hand
The best that I could do
It's the only way i've had
Of reaching you

I never saw it like you did
Didn't know that it was there
You don't see it in your hand
Until the end

Be the one and only, wait for me
Will you be the only one
Will you be, be the one and only
Wait for me, will you be the only one

What if I knew how to yell
What would I pray
What if I knew how to tell
What would I say

I will be the only one
If you say you'll never go
I'll be screaming out your name
From the back of ohhhh

Be the one and only, wait for me
Will you be the only one
Will you be, be the one and only
Wait for me; let me be your only one

Be the one, be the one and only
Wait for me; let me be your only one
Will you be, be the one and only
Wait for me; let me be your only one
____________________________________________________________

I feel as though i am Ophelia, reaching out to Hamlet who feigns insanity, destined to drown in this madness of love. I still mean what i said.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Impetus.

Huzzah! English assignment done. Let's all have a read at my literal disaster :D






























Whether or not God exists is irrelevant because of free will

Free will trumps God and what he represents every time. Period.



The irrelevancy of God, or religion for that matter, is in fact, a concept that many people fail to see or grasp because they cannot realize that once one can control his or her own state of mind, and therefore having full control of what to and not to believe in; the subject of the existence of a higher being will fail to/cease to make any logical sense.


Who is God? Or better still, what is the concept of God?

God
-noun
1. the one Supreme Being, the creator and ruler of the universe.
(Definition retrieved on 20th April 2009 from http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/god?qsrc=2888)


Here we have an invisible supreme being that is feared by people who are sold to the concept of religion. The basic idea: “Everything that happens is God’s will and his will is what’s best for you”. People have been shaping their actions to fit the commandments and will of this great thingamajig above. Laws have been formed, cultures have been defined and the body count to uphold God’s will is pretty high too. Of course the word God does not only refer to the one from the Bible, we have the ones referred to from the Al-Quran, Buddhist scriptures and a lot of other religions and beliefs.


Every single person’s existence has already been predestined, or if you like to be a little more modern, preprogrammed in accordance to God’s Divine Plan. Meaning that who and what you are is because of God. That’s right, you reading this is also part of God’s will. Your friend who drowned last week is also God’s will. And yes, sadly, Mr. Bigglesworth getting run over by that car yesterday is also the handy work of God. Well, that is only if you believe in such ridiculous nonsense.

Do not fret! People are slowly learning to form opinions for themselves and question absurd believes. For the good people of reality, free will should be no stranger to you. In this era, information and the media has made people more aware of their surroundings and each person feel that he/she is in control of their own life and that they have… in a way, reached an age of reason where they can perceive and analyze things the way they see it instead of being told how to by the holy one. This nifty ability is called free will for those who do not know.
Learn’d scholars have been arguing for centuries on the existence of God. As according to the topic, whether or not God exists or not does not matter at all. Free will is the bane of religion. To make things clearer, an example should be used to illustrate this!


Example A

We have 10 people who have been raised to believe in God. 10 very holy people who believe that everything is predestined and everything happens because of God’s will. One day, some random disgruntled redneck comes along and decides to kill everybody in this house of worship. He slays each and every single one of them in the most gruesome way possible or he could kill them with excessive sneezing for all that matters (it’s a matter of personal preference really). Point is, all 10 of them die. So, is this the will of god? That 10 staunch followers are killed or is it an act of free will by the disgruntled man? Logic would point more towards the man being a killer. The fun part is, if god exists, he goes to hell! If not, he just dies and goes back to the earth.

Thus, the existence of God really is pointless because free will is what every person possesses and that it is up to the individual on how they use their will. Be it manipulating another individual or individuals to do nasty things like mass suicides or something nicer like “thou shalt not kill” which leads right back to the fundamentals or religion of doing good.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Break out the red bull, it's time to rock mario, old school.

*note to self*
edit later.